why are 13 year olds these days constantly drinking, smoking weed and having sex?? when i was 13 i had a stable job, a loving wife, 3 good kids, and some savings put away for my retirement. i worry about the younger generation sometimes smh
“Love’s got a way of letting you know
when the time to hold on or time to let go, tells you so
It’s the cold in the kiss, of looking away,
the say what you mean, well do you mean what you say?
I don’t really know
It’s time to reset, rethink, reposition,
there’s nothing wrong with me, it’s just a condition
It’s the science of love, fly when we fall, through it all,
we turn with the tide, cause we’re free on the other side”
I’m reading tfios and I get to the part where Hazel & Agustus are thinking about “An Apperial Affliction”,when Agustus points out that the world isn’t a wish-granting factory,I’m thinking to myself that the quote couldn’t be more true. I mean throughout the story,Hazel has to deal with her illness and trying not to be a grenade and also trying to keep her parents happy but while also trying to keep them from getting hurt any more,and i’m probably the only person up at 2 a.m. thinking about how unfair and horrifying this is but,yeah,even if the world was a wish-granting factory,it’d probably get used up and then we’d all be stuck in this horrible,retched,cycle. Maybe its best that we don’t recieve happiness all the time because without that pain that tears us apart,how could we ever know that beautiful joy?
I woke up a few minutes ago and for once,I don’t feel like bawling,I don’t feel like crying,I feel emotionally drained. That’s all I can describe it,I mean,I spent most of the day crying until I couldn’t cry anymore,I just feel numb,like I honestly can’t feel any emotion right now and I kinda welcome it,it feels like a horrible hurricane just swept through me but before the destroyed thing that was me,for now,there’s silence. I guess that’s ok,not good or bad but,maybe its something I can handle,I can manage it.